Fearlessness is born of an open
heart. When your heart is open, you are not afraid of anything. I’m not talking
about lions and tigers and bears; I’m talking about the things in life that you
meet everyday. It’s the stuff inside ourselves that we are thinking about
during the day. It could be something from home, something at work, or just
about anything, but when you get afraid, it is the same thing as going on
shutdown.
How do you open your heart? You open
your heart by doing something as simple as breathing consciously. When you do
this, become conscious of your posture so that the spine is straight, the
spiritual channel is open, the crown is open, and therefore there is openness
in the body and in the chest. Breathe into your heart, and, if you need to, put
your hand on your heart while you are breathing. If you are afraid, it is because
somewhere your heart has shut down, been
ordered off, hardened, or compartmentalized; you know you are afraid because
you feel tight and edgy. So breathe into the heart to soften and return to
courage and fearlessness.
How is the heart made hard? The
heart is made hard as a result of the armor you wear, which in turn is a result
of the thoughts you think and the programs you hold. Energy follows thought
form. Thoughts happen first, a separation is made on the mental plane, and then
the heart hardens and closes down. Any one single thought that is limiting will
have a closing effect on your heart. Any of the thought forms—there’s not enough for me—or any form of
separation, complaint, or judgment hardens the heart. Walking on a spiritual
path requires fearlessness. You cannot walk on a spiritual path and be afraid
because then you become like the hungry ghosts that are perpetually fearful,
eating and drinking constantly but never getting enough. On the spiritual path,
you have to strive to open and to follow your commitment to your own heart in
order to be fearless.
Fearlessness cultivates an
enlightened state. When you are afraid, let go of your fear. Transformation
happens in the letting go. Whatever your fears are, they are not real. Your
fears are just your defense mechanism reacting to something in the outer world
or to something in your unconscious inner world. Unfortunately, most of our
fears are generated in our unconscious awareness. But we do not have to go into
a deep psychological process to analyze the fear; just recognize it and realize,
“I’m afraid, I’m feeling fear.” In that fear will be some barrier, some border,
some edginess, some hardness, some judgment, whereby you are cutting yourself
off and separating yourself from your own heart and from your own light.
When you recognize that
fear, go within. That is where the inner work takes place. The practice happens
within. I’m feeling afraid, I’m feeling
tight, I’m feeling edgy—so breathe, get your posture open, do a standing
yoga mudra where the arms are just back and clasped together and lifted up so
that the heart has to burst open. Then soften with your consciousness. If you are
soft as you breathe, and if you soften your shoulders, legs, and belly, then
prana comes and helps you to open and move and heal.
Go to your physical
place of meditation. Perhaps you have an altar. Bring your open heart there.
When you sit down, elongate your spine, press your crown up, and open your
heart. Make sure your altar is clear and clean. Many of you have been
practicing for a long time, and anything that has any duration, starts to get
stuck and old. Anything. Even your
spiritual practice can get stuck and old unless you infuse it and keep it alive
and dusted off and clean. Do not get too rote and lazy in your approach to your
own consciousness because in the long run, people get tracked, and only you can
keep yourself out of the track. Only you can keep yourself enlivened,
light-filled, and on the path. Keep your altar beautiful, your practice
beautiful, and the energies clear so that the light can come in. Have you ever
seen layers of dust in sunlight? The light does not get through the dust; the
debris blocks it. So we clean and scrub away the dust; we shine and buff our
practice so the light can illuminate and penetrate everything.
I have been reflecting on crucifixion, and I think it’s all about
what happens in those little, split seconds that you talk about. I’m getting
better at it, but those old patterns are really strong.
Do not worry about how
strong the pattern is. Flip it over in your consciousness so that your
spiritual warriorship is stronger. Your commitment to yourself to be beautiful
is stronger than the need to be edgy, sarcastic, reactive, or fighting. You do
not have to worry about what you are afraid of, or that you are afraid; just keep
your heart open. An open heart takes care of it naturally and automatically.
You see, we do not have to go up into our heads and analyze the reasons for our
fear. You are afraid, so breathe into the heart, put your hand on your heart,
and soften with your intention. It is very, very simple.
Maresha's next blog will be published March 31, 2015.
Messages of Light is published by the Sanctuary of Universal Light on Snow Dragon Mountain in Meredith, New Hampshire. A snail mail edition is available bi-monthly, free of charge. www.snowdragonsanctuary.com
Maresha's next blog will be published March 31, 2015.
Messages of Light is published by the Sanctuary of Universal Light on Snow Dragon Mountain in Meredith, New Hampshire. A snail mail edition is available bi-monthly, free of charge. www.snowdragonsanctuary.com